Çà îêíîì…
áîëüøàÿ, øóìíàÿ äîðîãà. Ïûëüíûå è æàëêèå äåðåâüÿ. Ðåäêèé è ãðÿçíûé ñíåã ïîâñþäó. Ìàøèíû. Äîìà, ìíîãî ìíîãîýòàæíûõ äîìîâ. Òåïëûå æåëòûå îãîíüêè îêîí; ìíîæåñòâî òåïëûõ æåëòûõ îãîíüêîâ îêîí ìíîãîýòàæíûõ äîìîâ. Íî÷ü.
Çâåçäû?..
Ìíå òàê ñåé÷àñ ãðóñòíî... Ïî÷åìó ó ìåíÿ âñå òàê âîò ïîëó÷èëîñü, à, çâåçäû?..
- Ìîë÷àò, ñìîòðÿò íà ìåíÿ è ïîäìèãèâàþò… âðÿä ëè êîìó-òî ñåé÷àñ åñòü äåëî äî òîãî, ÷òî ãäå-òî â çàêîóëêå âñåëåííîé íåñëûøíî âñõëèïûâàåò áåäíîå æèâîòíîå, êîòîðîìó ñåé÷àñ, ïðàâäà, î÷åíü-î÷åíü ãðóñòíî îò òîãî, ÷òî ó íåãî "âñå âîò òàê âîò ïîëó÷èëîñü".
Ïî÷åìó…Âñå êàê-òî íå ïðàâèëüíî, íå òàê.
Ìîé ñàìîëåò â ìèð ìîåãî ñ÷àñòüÿ óëåòåë áåç ìåíÿ êóäà-òî... ×òî æå ìíå äåëàòü? Òåïåðü óæå, íàâåðíîå - íèêàê.. .
Äà?
È âîîáùå, êàæåòñÿ, ÿ ïðèçåìëèëàñü íå íà òîé ïëàíåòå… êòî-òî îøèáñÿ, âûñàäèâ ìåíÿ çäåñü…
À âîîáùå ñêîðî óæå ðàññâåò, ñêîðî íîâûé äåíü, è , ìîæåò áûòü, ñåãîäíÿ ìíå ïîâåçåò óìåðåòü, - íå áåçäàðíî, íå ïðîñòî òàê….ñêîðî óæå ñîëíöå, íî. Ñîëíöå ìåíÿ íå ëþáèò..
Çâåçäû! çâåçäî÷êè! Íå áðîñàéòå ìåíÿ çäåñü!.. êàê-íèáóäü,
Âîçüìèòå ìåíÿ ñ ñîáîé, ê ñåáå!
Íå õî÷ó çäåñü!
Íå ìîãó.
Íå îñòàâëÿéòå!…
_Íå æàëîâàòüñÿ.
_Íå ïëàêàòü.
_Íå ñìîòðåòü âíèç.
_Íå ðàçãîâàðèâàòü ñ âîäèòåëåì âî âðåìÿ äâèæåíèÿ.
_ Íå íàäåÿòüñÿ.
_ Íå æäàòü.
Çàáûòü…
Ñâåðíóâøèñü êëóáî÷êîì, ïîñòàðàòüñÿ òèõî óìåðåòü.
Áåðåòå?!.. ñ ñîáîé?!….
Äà, äà, êîíå÷íî! Íóæíî ÷òî-òî áðàòü?…
Äà, äà, äà! ×òî íóæíî äåëàòü??? Äà, ÿ ïîíÿëà – áåðåòå!.
!!!!!……ïðîñòî òàê? .
Ó ìåíÿ ñíîâà åñòü äðóçüÿ!
Òåïåðü, ïîêðåï÷å òîëüêî äåðæàòüñÿ çà íåáî.,,, Ëåòèì!
Âìåñòå!..
íå ñìîòðåòü âíèç,
íå ñìîòðåòü âíèç,
íå ñìîòðåòü âíèç…
ÍÅ ÑÌÎÒÐÅÒÜ ÂÍÈÇ!…
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*ïðîñòî ñêàæè ìíå, ÷òî âñå åùå áóäåò õîðîøî, ìîé ñàìîëåò âåðíåòñÿ, ÿ åùå áóäó ñ÷àñòëèâà. Ïðîñòî ñêàæè ìíå, è ÿ ïîâåðþ, è, ìîæåò, ñòàíåò ëåã÷å õîäèòü ïî ýòîé ïëàíåòå. Ïðîñòî ñêàæè. Ïîæàëóéñòà…
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